if i cant make this work. . .

if i cant make this work. . . then i cant make anything work. That's what i am feeling right now. a year has come and gone in my life and here i am again. struggling the pick up the pieces. the last two years have been hard. granted a lot of good has happened and i have grown tremendously as a person. but i am frustrated. in both my personal and professional life. i just feel like something has go to give. its seems that every path i choose is fatally flawed. i am starting to lose my passion and my drive, which is sad because my once fiery spirit has somehow dimmed. i am just trying to find my way-my path in life. trying not to let go of what is important to me-what makes me feel whole and complete. its a daily struggle. but i have never been one to roll over and play dead and just let life happen around me. and i refuse to do that now, i just have to dig deep and keep my head up. eventually the rain will clear, and sunny skies are bound to be ahead. . .that's the thought that keeps me going. i am not certain of the the future has to hold for me, but i have to press on learn from my mistakes and reach for greater achievements. . .